Becoming Bakitza

An aspiring bakitza attempting to slowly take control of her journey


TGIF

Dear Conscience,

It is Friday. I am ending the work week feeling slightly more accomplished than usually. But my focus today was wavering. And while thinking through what was causing this urge to procrastinate, I realized that it was Friday. Friday was causing it.


Friday is rarely a deadline. Often I feel that emails sent on Friday might as well wait for Monday. I just want to plunge into the weekend.


I did force myself to get at least a couple of things done, as I know that the reasoning above is bogus. Taking extra baggage into next week is a disservice to my future self. But it is Friday. And I yearn rest. So I will be thankful for the week I’ve had and for the weekend ahead. Friday just feels good no matter what.

Sincerely,

B.



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About Me

I got my first nickname when I was 4 years old. It was “bakitza”, which means ‘an old lady’. I’ve always been an old lady on the inside. And as I progress towards being an old lady on the outside too, I want to take control of this journey. To reach the full fledged bakitza level with a peace of mind I always associated with that life stage. I thought it would come on it’s own with age. But now I realize that I have to take control over the mess that my life currently is in order to be a thoroughly satisfied bakitza one day.

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