control
-
What Does Time Control Consist Of?
Dear Conscience, When I talk about focusing on getting in control of my time, here’s what I consider the “time” sphere to consist of: Each of these I can distill into concrete steps, habits and behaviors. I’ve been focusing a lot on number 1 until now, as this is the very base. Now I am Continue reading
-
Time for What?
Dear Conscience, While I am seeing a temporary improvement in the control over my time, my mind goes out to other spheres that are waiting to be tackled. Far from it that my struggles with control over how I spend my time are over. But I am getting a glimpse into a world where I Continue reading
-
Time Might Be Getting Under Control
Dear Conscience, Although I feel overwhelmed, and last night I actually for the first time in a while took my phone over night to look up things I was worrying about, I actually think that the rules I imposed until now are helping me get my time somewhat under control. I start doing things more Continue reading
About Me
I got my first nickname when I was 4 years old. It was “bakitza”, which means ‘an old lady’. I’ve always been an old lady on the inside. And as I progress towards being an old lady on the outside too, I want to take control of this journey. To reach the full fledged bakitza level with a peace of mind I always associated with that life stage. I thought it would come on it’s own with age. But now I realize that I have to take control over the mess that my life currently is in order to be a thoroughly satisfied bakitza one day.
Becoming Bakitza 