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Finding the Bottom of My Spiral (6 A.M.)
Dear Conscience, I am spiraling. It is 6am. I haven’t slept since 3am. I think it’s existential financial dread of the future, which somehow gets extra triggered by external circumstances that show me how my inaction is leaving me further behind. Right now probably it’s the Bitcoin fever. Yet another boat I missed. Or the Continue reading
About Me
I got my first nickname when I was 4 years old. It was “bakitza”, which means ‘an old lady’. I’ve always been an old lady on the inside. And as I progress towards being an old lady on the outside too, I want to take control of this journey. To reach the full fledged bakitza level with a peace of mind I always associated with that life stage. I thought it would come on it’s own with age. But now I realize that I have to take control over the mess that my life currently is in order to be a thoroughly satisfied bakitza one day.
Becoming Bakitza 