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All I Want to Do Is Cave In
Dear Conscience, A lot of tension today between doing what I need to do and what I feel like doing instead. It is so persistent. And I know about the advice of replacing “I HAVE to do this” with “I WANT to do this”. But as many other things, easier said than done. My urge Continue reading
About Me
I got my first nickname when I was 4 years old. It was “bakitza”, which means ‘an old lady’. I’ve always been an old lady on the inside. And as I progress towards being an old lady on the outside too, I want to take control of this journey. To reach the full fledged bakitza level with a peace of mind I always associated with that life stage. I thought it would come on it’s own with age. But now I realize that I have to take control over the mess that my life currently is in order to be a thoroughly satisfied bakitza one day.
Becoming Bakitza 