Monday
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4th Rule – Work
Dear Conscience, The second week of 2024 started. After having concluded that my 3 basic rules are somewhat ingrained now, today is when I have to get serious with my 4th rule — work full days on workdays. Today started shaky, it is 11a.m. and I haven’t really started yet. So I won’t spend too Continue reading
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Just for Streak’s Sake
As the title says. I have nothing to brag about today. Keeping up this daily posting even just formally is the only thread keeping me believing that I didn’t give up on keeping up. Good night. Continue reading
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A Skippable Day
Just after all my babbling about rebirth yesterday, today was a day of setbacks. Honestly, I don’t want to dwell on it, I just want to skip it. That’s it for today. Good night. Continue reading
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Who regrets being messy at their deathbed?
I was going to post an update on my deslobification process today, how it’s my 4th Monday, and time for my 4th daily cleaning habit. However, I was at a funeral today, which always brings deeper emotions about life, mortality, and loved ones left grieving. When it comes to what matters most, at the very Continue reading
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Monday: Space
My space is a mess. I’ve always been messy. At first it only bothered me if others found out. But for a long time now, I’ve wanted to clear my space, as I realized that it affects my life quality. Outer mess prevents inner peace. And of all my other messes in life, I need Continue reading
About Me
I got my first nickname when I was 4 years old. It was “bakitza”, which means ‘an old lady’. I’ve always been an old lady on the inside. And as I progress towards being an old lady on the outside too, I want to take control of this journey. To reach the full fledged bakitza level with a peace of mind I always associated with that life stage. I thought it would come on it’s own with age. But now I realize that I have to take control over the mess that my life currently is in order to be a thoroughly satisfied bakitza one day.
Becoming Bakitza 