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Inertia and Panic
Dear Conscience, It’s been a few bad days… I made some rash financial decisions, which will now cost me money. This shows that I’m panicking. And panic response just digs me in deeper. Then I feel stupid and guilty, and I externalize those emotions at home with my family. It also shows why I need Continue reading
About Me
I got my first nickname when I was 4 years old. It was “bakitza”, which means ‘an old lady’. I’ve always been an old lady on the inside. And as I progress towards being an old lady on the outside too, I want to take control of this journey. To reach the full fledged bakitza level with a peace of mind I always associated with that life stage. I thought it would come on it’s own with age. But now I realize that I have to take control over the mess that my life currently is in order to be a thoroughly satisfied bakitza one day.
Becoming Bakitza 