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Disobeying Myself
Dear Conscience, Why do I do this? I saw my reminder to write to you two hours ago, yet I deliberately engaged in self-destructive procrastination. I need to start listening to myself, and to you. Sincerely, B. Continue reading
About Me
I got my first nickname when I was 4 years old. It was “bakitza”, which means ‘an old lady’. I’ve always been an old lady on the inside. And as I progress towards being an old lady on the outside too, I want to take control of this journey. To reach the full fledged bakitza level with a peace of mind I always associated with that life stage. I thought it would come on it’s own with age. But now I realize that I have to take control over the mess that my life currently is in order to be a thoroughly satisfied bakitza one day.
Becoming Bakitza 