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Stuck in the Tunnel
Dear Conscience, Nothing left to do but start climbing back out of a ditch. Again. And again. And over and over again. I’m calmer today than yesterday. But I seems to have these dips too often, and they make more damage than what I manage to fix in between them. So at moments like this, Continue reading
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Permanently Stuck in Backlog
Dear Conscience, I’m delayed on so many things, and all of them seem either burning, or at least weighing on me. So I try to get to a clean slate by clearing this backlog. But it never clears. New things pop up, and somehow this backlog grows more quickly than it shrinks, and I never Continue reading
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Am I Finally Becoming an Imperfectionist?
Dear Conscience, Another semi-successful day in progress. I’m starting to appreciate these. A fully successful day usually is followed by three days of doom that undo and make worse any improvement achieved. I didn’t declutter (ie remove from my possession) much, and I did spend an hour on nonsense scrolling in my parked car, so Continue reading
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Inspiration or Procrastination?
So the Sunday theme is playful, to get my mind off the to-do’s and into a place far away from the anxiety of getting my life on track. However, if I just let it be easy, I end up (like I did today) watching yesterday’s SNL episode on YouTube. Is humor inspiring? It can be. Continue reading
About Me
I got my first nickname when I was 4 years old. It was “bakitza”, which means ‘an old lady’. I’ve always been an old lady on the inside. And as I progress towards being an old lady on the outside too, I want to take control of this journey. To reach the full fledged bakitza level with a peace of mind I always associated with that life stage. I thought it would come on it’s own with age. But now I realize that I have to take control over the mess that my life currently is in order to be a thoroughly satisfied bakitza one day.
Becoming Bakitza 